I guess I'm part of that club.
I think that, mostly, my problem is that I'm feeling very overwhelmed and uberly stressed out. I have so much to do and so little time to do it that I'm just like...getting overloaded to the point where I can't bring myself to do ANYTHING.
But I think that's getting better, now that I have my NHS stuff in, and I'm feeling pretty on top of things with school and Girl Scouts and whatnot.
I still feel kind of lonely and whatnot when I'm in school, but that has started getting a LITTLE better, which is good.
I know I should try and count my blessings.
I mean, it's not like I'm totally shunned out of everything, and I do have a darling boyfriend who cares about me muy mucho.
UGH, my mom just pissed me off.
I hate her, in all honesty.
Does she not understand that I actually AM trying?
And she's threatening to take my phone away. Which basically totally disconnects me from James and everyone.
If she does I'm going to go balistic. I mean, seriously. I go to school all day feeling basically by myself, for the most part. I do all my homework during lunch so that I CAN have time at night to talk to him. And she thinks she's taking that away from me?